everything

i dont know what to think of right now. cause everytime im think of something, i feel bad. i feel insecure. maybe theres a lot to think about. after the results day everything change. people change. and now i have to make decisions about my life. i hate to think of future. everybody moves on. they just make it like it is the easiest thing in the world to do. yes, i want to move on too, but sometimes i want things just remain the way it is. and everything i do seems not right. Ya Allah i leave everything to You. like i always do. You know the best. lead me to a correct path. i know You are always with me cause i need You in anytime of my life.

and you. yes you. if you think you are. i dont know if you read this but i think you are. i cant help to think you are already moved on with your life any im not the person on the page of your life anymore, well i wish nothing but the best for you, but just know that if you just open up to me for just once, everything would be different. but its okay, maybe its for the best. but i want you to know its always been you. all of the reasons, its always you.