nothingness

listening to: Grey's Anatomy season 7 (unofficial soundtrack)

so budak plkn sudah balik. now im nervous. now i feel uneasy. kalau dulu cakap bile la spm results nak keluar cepatlah sikit nak jumpe kawan3. now, hell no. plkn people please go back to your camp, theres more to learn about loving your country and stuff. yeah. i cant stop thinking of it. sometimes rasa macam boleh staright As sometimes tak pulak sebab i definitely NOT satisfied on what ive wrote and answered on the spm papers. definitely. what i can do now is pray. i hope everything is going to be fine. nak tengok all my friends dapat keputusan gempak, if i dont get pun tengok diorang dah happy kot. my besties and i made this promise, if our names are called up for straight A, we will catwalk until we reach the stage and kiss pengetua. right yuna? wahahaha. kalau lah dapat.

i still dont know what is ahead me, i still cant imagine it, its blurrrr. maybe i do need to take a break from everything, sit down and think, what the hell i want to do in future.