hi twenty-ten :)

okay in a few hours it will be twenty-ten. 2009 is the most 'everything' year for me. ive been through a lot. yeah. and as much as it so meaningful to me but i honestly want it to end faster. because i just cant wait to open a new chapter in my life. well yeah most of the time in year of 2009 was a boring but it gives me a lot. i learned a lot about myself, i learned a lot about others, i learned about life too.

and i started the year with quite emotional time for me and my family cause the death of my first brother. i saw it goes infront of my eyes. my family devastated, my mom crying, my friends pay their condolences. yeah. in that moment i know how important family and friends is in my life. then its all about new things. new school, new environment, new bed(haha), new friends, new perspective in life. im growing a gazillion time yknow. haha.

well, i have a lot of fun too. this year i learned who are my real friends. and i wish i can have a lot more than i already got this year, its just not enough. no.

okay im going to stop talking about past. so now, here i am sitting infront of computer and having big apple's doughnut in my hand, welcoming 2010 with open arm and open heart with open eyes. yeah, 2010, show me what u got to give me, i am all ready. :D

Leia Mais

new year

byebye 2009:) i wish time wont moving that fast!

How old did you become this year?
16

Did you host any parties this year?
ha no?

Which was your favorite month?
december

Which was your worst month?
march

Have you made a new best friend?
oh yess:)

Have you fallen in love?
idk about that feeling

Have you done something you regret?
of cause. i wish i was more focus in add math class:)

Did you not do something you wished you did?
yeah. a lot of things didnt happen the way i want it.

Did you wish for something that came true?
yes?

Did a best friend help you out?
yup

Did you get in a lot of trouble?
not that a lot. just lil fun and lil trouble:)

Did a friend hurt you?
haha yes.

Were you in a car accident?
nope.

Did a close relative die?
yes. my brother.

Did you change schools?
hell yes. sains seremban

Did you sleep in the same bed as the opposite sex?
idk not sure..haha

Did you get so drunk that you passed out?
nope

Did you wanna say something to someone, but did not because you were too scared?
not scared but just dont wanna make it such a huge deal

Did you cry for no reason?
we cry for reason?

Did you dye your hair?
nope

Did you break any rules?
yes

If you could replay last year again, would you?
ha no.

Overall was last year a good year or a bad year?
(this year) change me a lot. im much growing up.

Is the New Year...

Going to be better than last year?
not sure. SPM!

How old are you going to be when its your birthday?
17 baby:)

Are you going to change schools?
nope.

Are you going to be looking for a new relationship?
ha that i cant tell

Do you wanna do something different?
yes..

You are gonna become a year older, looking forward to it?
not really..i dont want to be old! haha

Where are you going to go on Spring Break?
:D

Leia Mais

6 days to go

within a week, school starts. i will have to do everything as usual all over again. yeah its sucks. but holiday is pretty much boring to me, so its better to sit at school and study stuff. god it will be my senior year, final year of wearing uniform to school. haha. and i will have juniors come in. new ppl. yeah i hate meeting new ppl.

gosh what is the great things to do when u only have a week before going back to prison?anyone?

Leia Mais

I offer you my hand. my heart.

im currently readint this classing novel, Jane Eyre. I bought it 3 years ago and i dont certainly know why now is the time im very in to the novel. Even though ive already bought a new sookie stackhouse's novel, i just have this eagerness to finished Jane Eyre first. yes reader, i happen to read romantic novel. but who's cares? i know what i like. I read the original classic version. with heavy words, heavy description on smthing. yeah, but i kinda love the way Charlotte wrote it and describes the things on the novel. Im on chapter 26, the morning of Jane's and Mr Rochester wedding.

'I ask you to pass through life at my side- to be my second self, and earthy companion.'
- Edward Rochester.

I just search in youtube if they happen to have Jane Eyre video and i came out with this proposal scene. Its a drama tv i guess.

Leia Mais

movie junkie

so as u know im schooling at boarding school. so definitely theres no tv or movie for me. im a movie junkie so i planned out to watch all this movie im dying to watch this holiday- by downloading them of cause. so heres some movie that i watched this whole holiday.

1. Jennifer's body
2. Saw V
3. Trick r Treat
4. New Moon- of cause at theater.
5. Zombieland
6. The Time Traveler's Wife
7. Dance Flick
8. The Hangover
9. Night at the Museum 2
10. The Orphan
11. Beverly Hill's Chihuahua
12. The Blind Side
13. Julie and Julia
14. 500 days of summer
15. Inglorious Bastards
    

i also watch whole season 2 of True Blood. yes.

and theres more movies i want to watch. really. in two weeks before the holidays end. movies like Avatar, Sherlock Holmes, Brothers and many more.

Leia Mais

work

im asking my friend if he already done his homework. well he said only for english and bm. shit. im just done my sej, bio, and english. which is sucks. hell. i really need to start now. cause school will starts soon.

Leia Mais

4 in the morning

i cant sleep last night. i was lying in my bed in the dark, its 4.30 am. i just stared at the dark ceiling and my mind just flown away by millions of thought. i was thinking about the future, about what is it for me to do next. how many responsibility i have to carry. and i thinking about past too. and i kept thinking about the funny parts of my life at school. i always share my story about my school life with my sister and we laugh. i remember i told her about my silliest embarrassment of all when i do announcement where the whole school hear it and i laugh in the middle of the announcement and get scolded by warden? haha. i laugh alone in the dark last night when i was thinking about that event.

srsly, i dont know what im trying to tell u reader, but it was in my thoughts:)

Leia Mais