Its October. I dont know what to aspect from this month but it will mean a lot to me cause i will turn 18 this month. hmm i hate that. to know that im getting older. ceh.
but im learning. trying to figure out the world, trying to live in it.
i try to control myself nowdays trying not to hurt anybody around me, cause i know ive done that a lot, and im tired of it. but people around me not helping a bit. some of them want me to be that person who talks whatever come across his head. i dont want people to leave me, to hate me just because im loud, and always make my own sarcastic opinion. but its okay if they take it as a joke cause it is a joke.
i want to run away from everything. i just had enough. i know it will come chasing me eventually, but what if i keep running? but until when? urghhh. life.
but i know i have to be grateful for what ive got, what ive become.
yeah, yeah keep judging me. i dont mind kot.
hmmm. yeah, im excited to be 18. at least i'll try to.
been listening to this album, just to share.
my fav : Fix a heart, lightweight, my love is like star, and of course, Skyscraper.
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just be yourself :)
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