What might you do?

There's so many things i really want to write here but i think im just going to squeeze it here in one post. Yeah. LAZY.

So I'm on my holiday right now, just after AS examinations. Doing things I really wanted to do with my friends, Yuna and Jiga and shopping all around KL and got into every single Kitschen stores we could find in EVERY mall we visited but ended up buying NONE of if. I love it. When you feel like your feet like going to detach from your body just because you keep walking to find some good price clothes we can buy. Love it. Shopping with my best friend is great.

Apart of that I do missing my college friends and the crazy things we do together. Yeah, with GBS I tried many new things, and thats what I love about being with them. Banana Boat, Ice Skating, and many more (just because we don't want any other people know what we were doing). Yes.

Ouh yeah, I also went to Christina Perri's concert. My first concert experience actually, and its perfect. She played songs from her album Lovestrong and some new songs for new upcoming second album.  I had a great time there and I would like to go to this kind of concert, you know, pop or indie where people dont go crazy.

Now I'm trying not to be over nervous about my upcoming exam results and Ielts or International Tests whatsoever, I'm trying to enjoy this holiday as much as i can and trying not to worry much about the future. EVERYTHING'S GOING TO BE OKAY.

much love. X

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when....

There's a time when you feel like everybody around you is your definite enemy.

There's a time when you dream about things that you sure with all your heart that it won't be reality.

There's a time when you're not sure whether you are ready to face the future.

There's a time when you want to feel the old feelings that had brought you to the ground, still you miss the feelings and the acknowledgementof your heart is empty with nothing is hurtful too, you are confuse what to choose.

There's a time when you laying in bed in the dark, you can't help to think that you're lonely and maybe someday you'll be alone and everybody will leave you.

There's a time when you feel the unexplainable pain right in your chest and you know it's stupid to have that pain, to even let it happen in you.

There's a time when you know what to let go but still, to know that there's a thing you can't throw away upset you, but no, you took it as a strength, to move on.

You are strong enough to get through this, you know it, but there's a time when you have had enough. You know Allah created your heart with only ONE hole in it, and He is the one who deserves to be in it than any of the creatures you thought might be perfect to be in your heart.

So, don't be sad, don't get mad.

You know everything will be okay. You know you won't even standing to this date if you're not strong enough.

X

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Holes inside.

we try to make that love thingy. total failure!

HI? Anyone care anymore? No? okay.

hmmm my last post was like in january, now its freaking June. okay. Its like half of the year. Lots, lots of things happened, lots of story to tell. Thanks to Cambridge A-level, i almost forgot i have a blog to take care of. Its June. Im still in the middle of my AS exam. Wow don't ask about the questions, it seems like educations nowadays keep putting more and more locks on the door to get through to our dreams. okay whatever.

But i AM grateful to have 9 awesome friends/college mates that make my life little less boring. We did what most of the kids at KTT don't do, especially when one of us bring a car and we will go wild to get the hell out of the college gate and be young, feel young. I love you guys.

Speaking of love, wow that was long time ago huh. I feel free for awhile, like there's an empty hole in my heart that i can't afford to feel weird to not have that 'feelings'. but yeah not long after that it came back for different person. But I didn't let myself be that stupid person i was before I be more careful with feelings and stuff. And yeah I'm happy and better than ever.

That's all from me for now. Wait another 6 months for the next post y'all!

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