hidup

took a lot of guts for me even started to write but anyway, hi everyone.

first of all, i got MARA interview and today i found out they want us to write 300 words of essay. i still dont have any idea what kind of essay they want, but im gonna just go with it.

and in two days, i will be back to where i used to be, jobless. and im not ready to face the long hours of thinking about things i dont want to think, the feelings that i tried to escape these three months. but still, im stuck. im nowhere, nothing moved. but im still thanking God cause i am around the people who i can make them smile and they are there for me to make me smile. even just a second.
Kadang-kadang dalam hidup ini kalau dah payah sangat apa yang boleh buat hanyalah BERSYUKUR. yes. everybody says they are being content in life but really? do you even know what it is to be grateful?

now im just going to think about whats going on now, stop worrying about tomorrow, and stop regretting about yesterday. i just want to be okay. okay? please you little freaking feelings, be good.