2011- the whole of it.

Okay, today is the last day of 2011. And I'm not in my best of health but I'm recovering from this fever. And i know Allah has a better plan for me, so today i will celebrate New Year just like past few years, sitting in front of this very same computer and listening to music and chatting with friends on facebook. Wow. What a wonderful way to celebrate. Maybe if i get out and have fun i will have TOO MUCH fun. okay. enough.

2011.

What a year.
It teaches me everything i never thought i would learn. Many new things happened and appeared in front of me with or without me noticing it. And some, remain the same. but, yeah. Still, I'm grateful for everything.

I learn about our society's behavior when i worked at FOS, i learn how hard it is to find money and how important education is, i learn about real world. How is it to be work under employer. I tell you, its not always that fun but you'll cherish it.

Then i got to know good news. I got the scholarship under Mara. One step to achieve my dream, to become a dentist. That one small step change everything. About my life, myself and the way i appreciate things.

Then I got to continue my study. New collage, KTT, Sepang. New environment, new people, new attitude i guess. But what i grateful of with this collage is, i met awesome friends, we called ourselves GBS, we made a small group but awesome enough to take care of each other, and make each other laughs everyday. And my studies here still, I'm very disappointed with myself, i know something wrong with me, and now I'm trying to make myself better so that i can get this A-level done and fly.

Yeah i said some of things still the same. Like my feelings towards you? I don't know what went wrong but I'm happy the feelings that keep make myself miserable is gone now, for now. I'm glad that you are not the one i think of every time i listen to a sad, love song. Yeah not anymore. Its kinda weird cause nowadays when i listen to Adele, its not you appearing in my mind, my mind is empty. Thank you for making things clear actually.

That's all i guess. Cant wait for the countdown. I love you guys, I love myself, I love every person who care about me. I love you, Allah for keep making me realise how much my life worth to keep trying and be stronger each day. Alhamdulillah, i close this year with an open heart.

Much love,
Shafiq. X

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Only fools rush in.

Well, im still breathing.

Ive been busy with collage for finals, and finally its done. Gone through pretty much emotional weeks because like i always say, exams do change me in the way i act and in the way my brain suppose to respond. its different. but hey, im back. now its a week of sem break. yeah, its short but im going to spend more time with my family and friends. i just cant believe its been 6 months i am reading at KTT.

So in this entry i would like to share about a movie i just watched, Like Crazy.

Im kinda guy who loves to a low-budget indie movies. I like it cause its usually simple, down to earth and yeah, no bull-shits.

So this movie kinda remind me of one of my fav, Blue Valentine. It shows us the reality, that happening around us.

You said nothing is changed, but i can see so many things changing and i feel kinda regret to have this feeling sometimes, i dont know about whats coming on future but i hope it wont be that bad. i dont want to be at the same position, please.

X

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