The Way.

Malam raya.
So, how's my Ramadhan went?
I can't describe it in words, its EVERYTHING. Ramadhan ni ramadhan paling bermakna, paling banyak memori and I think I'm going to remember it for the rest of my life, yes. RAMADHAN 2012.

Hati. Hati ni berputar sana sini, di terbalikkan, di campak, belek-belek, di letakkan di tempat tinggi. Gembira, sedih, hancur, excited, berbunga, semua Allah yang jadikan. Di saat terima results AS, malma tuh aku berdoa, walauapapun result aku dapat, aku terima, aku nak Allah hadirkan REDHA dalam hati ini, aku nak Allah berada di sisiku. YES, that's exactly what He gave me.

Sedih. Memang sedih, tapi hati ni perlahan-lahan terima jugak, sedih bukan sebab Allah hancurkan hati ni, taakkkk. Sedih sebab orang-orang yang concern, yang give me the words to get me back on my feet. I never blamed anyone, not even myself. I cried because, I need to. But it all goes away, somehow, it makes me stronger.

Allah takkan bagi ujian ni kalau aku tak kuat, Dia tahu aku boleh, alah baru ujian sikit je nih, but to feel how He is with you, how He wants to show you THE WAY, even in the most ridiculous way, He knows what's the best. and that's beautiful. Not everybody get what I've got.

For those who believing me, yes, I love you guys, my parents, my sister, my family, Yuna, Haqim, GBS. They are always there. Maybe this is one of the way Allah wants me to know how much people around me love me, support me and at the same time I getting closer to him.

Yes, I love this Ramadhan, kinda sad its leaving me, leaving us. And i cannot wait for the next one. InsyaAllah. 

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